Maybe i'm just not up to it.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

well, today's carnival umpiring was kinda fun though tiring. ms siti fetched the few of us there. haha. was in the same umpiring group with pet, but was paired up with the senior umpire, debre. she was really nice and taught me alot of umpiring rules and stuffs. the most stressful/noisy/irritating/pressurising sch that we've all umpired, was, you-know-who's schs. oh my gosh man. it's not the players but that man. he's superly irritating esp when he's just behind you screaming at the players while you're umpiring. he crticizes, when the umpiring turns out wrong. as if he's so great. he can umpire all he wants la, and i bet no one would even listen. then, because of the rain/thunderstorm, the carnival was cancelled. we showered and left to meet lilian and cherie at cs. decided for awhile and finally agreed to go safra to study. then after abt an hour of mugging, they went to play pool. and tmr, i'll have to attend that wonderful teacher's class. reprimanded elize and i for something we didn't do. he ended up getting paiseh. like wth?

i'm in love with GREEN at {/8:09 AM}

Friday, July 27, 2007

I'll blog about Thursday. So, woke u early, at like 7.50+ for the elearning thing. had a whole lot of trouble doing it! it's super complicated and the time limit for the quiz is far too short. so, chionged the quizzes/tests and at 1.20, met with joyce and fish to support the C' Boys and Girls finals. then cabbed to pick up amanda and halima. got lost while going to anglican but managed to reach there finally. saw anglican netballers. haha, great friends we've met during our east zone.

Girls match started and they played really well. they continued to push on and they didn't give up. though they didn't win, they showed true team spirit and their perseverance on court. you girls did your best and played well. dmn basketball c'girls rocks. (and hammy is mad over the ahs no.10)
Boys match followed up later on. and they seriously rocked the court. they did really well, with their quick sprints, dribbling, shooting and many more basketball tricks. they did many great attacks/defends and, did exceptionally well. salute them la. many of us were practically shaking at the last two min, the final lap. though they lost 63-64, they played really very well. well done ppl(:

Today's friday. and i began to dislike fridays more and more. lessons tend to be more strict. yuck. so after school, helped ms siti with the DSA netball stuffs. hammy, andrea and qiuru joined us and hammy made alot of lame jokes. wells, training ended early but there's gonna be a super long day tmr(;

i'm in love with GREEN at {/4:50 AM}

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

E-learning is so so freaky. LOL. had to ask lilin and amanda for help. anyways, today's FINALS FOR DUNMAN BASKETBALL. C' div boys & girls. it's the final lap for you all. JIAYOU! all the way(:

i'm in love with GREEN at {/8:27 PM}

i gotta say, today's oral exam was superly freaky! walao, i was damn afraid can. goshh, i'm so afraid of it. hope the ace-learning thingy would be good tmr. yea and ALL THE WAY DMN BASKETBALL! you guys and girls can do it. we're expecting champions!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/2:08 AM}

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

gosh i really don't know what to do! hmm, i'm allowed back for training once a week only (finally). but its better to consult the doctor first. so it doesn't make much diff right. well maybe the person thought that the training is some kind of light stuffs blah. but i'm just not prepared. i just feel so scared and i don't know what to do. i can't do it. where'd you go, prince snowmanbeng? live together, die together. <3 pet, fish, spring, dumblonde, spider, snowmanbeng, ahlian, gorilla, witch laughter, tall girl, one leaf, ms bimbo, cherry (:

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:06 AM}

Monday, July 23, 2007

she has made her decisions and we can't change her mind. so what should we do right now? please someone, just someone. tell us what to do? I really do so hope everything is ok.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:38 AM}

Saturday, July 21, 2007

"I'm living a dream I never want to wake up from." Cristiano Ronaldo. well, i suddenly miss seeing ronaldo play. he always always has something extra when he plays. something other players don't possess.

"Deco doesn't talk a lot but when he does everybody listens" - Lionel Messi on Deco. And i miss Deco play too. i have not seen him playing at all for almost a year!, ever since world cup 06. how i wish world cups are held every year!

and i do like dad's car. it's nice(:

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:54 AM}

Friday, July 20, 2007

i remember fish telling us this today, that today's july 20th. exactly 3 mths after our nationals. i just have a weird feeling boiling in me. i'm confused. anyways, im gonna talk about petrina's birthday yesterday! wenfen and amanda bought a rally cute birthday cake for pet which we celebrated during recess with her! it was really fun! wanted to support bball girls for their match but afraid we'll bring them pressure. so we decided to have lunch. really sorry to cherie! sorry, really really sorry ok. please don't sad or angry ya. after lunch at ljs, headed off to safra(: then watched the dmn src ppl bowl and we just, well sit and chat while waiting. then when the others started playing, wenfen and i tried to ask pangwen weird questions to see whether he has any big reaction. but sadly, no. he's so monotone. and wenfen and i agrees that pet has a really really cute pic. her face, smile and body language. haha wenfen went mad over tt pic. so well, got paranoid so after awhilemore, we left. once again. happy birthday pet!
PS: really sorry cherie, sorry. & please do take care, pet and fish!.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:48 AM}

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

english lessons seriously rocks! today, we had a lesson about quotes, songs and sortof like stories of love for eng. so Ms Tan started going through with us about the lesson. then she gave us a piece of paper with song lyrics inside and we're supposed to try to feel in the missing words. the two songs are ' the end of the world ' and ' stand by me '. then ms tan decided to play us another song ' tell laura i love her ' which was super hilarious. its some kind of story which is made in to a song. when the song started, i couldn't stop laughing but i had to hold my laughter. the lyrics was damn funny esp the chorus- tell laura i love her, tell laura i need her. and i looked up (trying to hold my laughter) and saw ryan covering his mouth, trying not to laugh. amanda and pauline had their heads lying on the table. behind me, yewheng and jerome covered their mouth and tried not to laugh. eugene covered his mouth with his bag. on my side, joycelyn and beatrice were trying to control their laughter. isaac had this really blur look on his face. it was damn funny la. i really cannot stop laughing. it was until the fourth chorus when many of us just burst out laughing. it was damn funny! ok i love english lessons and i love 2C. haha

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:24 AM}

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

lessons were as per usualy. really fun! witht the three goofy friends sitting behind me. friend no.1 jerome. he never fails to reply teacher in weird answers. friend no.2 eugene. the one who loves singing and usually gets all of us into the singing mood and he never fails to ask really funnny and lame questions. friend no.3 yewheng. the one who uses olay UV whitening to make his skin damn fair. haha. nadim used to sitting at jerome's place but they switched places. anyways i'll add in friend no.4 nadim. the one who always shows he's so call innocent and cute face whih often leaves amanda feeling very pissed and the one who's kinda horny. eww. and not to forget the 2 ppl who always make my day, amanda and pauline! went for lunch after school with netballers. but i'm nt really happy cause of my damn maths marks. ohwells, im studying hard for the other tests! ciao

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:10 AM}

Monday, July 16, 2007

HAHA! lessons were as per usual today. eugene went mad singing songs. esp he's candyshop song! walao, damn funny la. then nadim and the other guys went horny during CME cause we had this so call sex education thing. rushed after school and reached tanah merah court on time. as usual, the weather was blazing hot but training ended early today. mostly court crafts. i hope i'm given another chance to prove myself. i know i'm so chicken mama cause im praying that my throat heals. so i can continue doing all the things i usually do.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:13 AM}

Saturday, July 14, 2007

manchester united has 3 new players! owen hargreaves, nani and anderson. england, portugal and brazil respectively. cheers to them!
i hope i'm given a chance but will i have it?

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:12 AM}

Friday, July 13, 2007

but, but, i still sortof enjoyed lessons today. haha. saw amanda's posts and decided to update a lil on the eraser thingy. haha. eugene, nadim, jerome and yewheng started attacking amanda with the eraser dust. then in my heart i was glad they didnt attack me so at least i wont get distracted. but nt long, i felt things hitting my head. and amanda was like, nadim's throwing it. LOL. so i started off my mission of the eraser dust rolling. haha. then after lessons, we threw the dust at each other. but amanda got attacked the most. haha. and my aiming not bad leh. always kena face one. haha. because i got 'training' for eraser dust throwing. haha. i love to throw at gordon sitting in front of me. haha. it was fun. but maths test was bad! ( and i'm saying for like how many times ) cheerup la, its the thoughts that counts anyways.Science practicals were fun too. haha. my partner, the lame yewheng, decided to make the bulb go brighter and brighter by adding so many dry cells. so when he added another two dry cells (totalling the dry cells to 6); and when he closed the circuit, the bulb shone super duper brightly for abt less than a second then it fused. walao, then the ppl surrounding us watching the experiment were like wth. then yw said in a super innocent voice that the bulb fused which is so dumb. haha. but i just keep laughing la, cos of many stupid things we did. but all these happened before maths test. boohoo

i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:41 AM}

hmm. today, a really random stupid friday the 13! ok, im gonna hate this friday forever! because of the stupid maths test!! i feel like just shouting and screaming like a mad person can! walao. im gonna so so flunk it despite the fact its easy! i could have passed! just tt my answer was wrong! method was correct! gosh. just hope mr lew gives me more method marks and pities me. please, please let me pass it. please! im gonna so study for geog, history and lit tests. i want to pass them. anyways, the weather was really burning hot today. i really salute the players man. so selection is drawing near soon. hmm, its so intense now. but please make it get better. please... but what actually sucked today was still the maths test! ARGH! i could have just passed. but because of 1 stupid darn bloody question which i got the calculation wrongly. im so worriedd. please help me stop being paranoid. im afraid it would pulll my whole results down. stupid friday 13! this is the third or fourth time something bad happened to me on friday the 13!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:07 AM}

Thursday, July 12, 2007

hmm. just watched finish channel 5's ' The Stories Of Love Anthology Series ' yea and it was really really touching. how a little brother did so much for his sister when she was leaving for australia to study. how a mother managed to find her long-lost son, whom she gave away reluctantly when he was abt a year old. how two friends got back together after 18 long years, when one took the rap of a murder case for the other one. how a man finally realises his mistake of shouting and scolding his wife during their younger days and manages to seek her forgiveness just before she passes away, at a place when he first proposed to her. a really true story about friendship, kinship and love.
so for the happenings of the day, as i repeat myself. everyday is so everyday lor. life science was really fun today. we got to learn how to do the agar thingy. so after school, waited at d&t room before going off for council meeting and before rushing off for physio. walao, the whole time there was so what for me lor. i so paiseh can. i'm there for the first time and i freaking dunno anything. mom left me there to wait after registration as she had to do something. then i was so damn blur the whole time. i dont know anything and i look like some kind of dumb moron. i don't even know how the door opens cause i thought it was automatic until i saw someone tapping on this device which makes the door slide open. then while exercising, i made so many wrong things la. so paiseh can. but the ppl there were friendly la and told me wad to do. gosh, i never wanna go there again. oh wells. lalalala tortola!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:04 AM}

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

everyday's just so everyday. life just goes on and on. just like a roller coaster. 2C'07 is loved. i truly love my class now, for all the fun peeps we have. had home econs today and we cooked shepherd's pie. had much fun cooking with kodi though we're very lost. today's training was physical and they had to run outside sch, do medicine ball passes, skipping, cones, and shooting. all the way dunman! by the way, to that someone: it's not nice to spam. please don't do that. you're only degrading yourself when you say that. just be happy ppl and live life. please, don't cause trouble.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:14 AM}

Monday, July 9, 2007

today was an oh so fun day! haha the maths trail wasn't so bad afterall. we were indoors all the time. haha. oh yea. bus journeys are always always fun! adding on is darren low's super duper funny antics. walao, he damn funny can. so we arrived and were split into two halfs of the class according to our groups. our facilitator was ms lee, a really nice person. haha. then we started the trail and like tried to solve many maths sums. our group was really co-operative. i must say, we had fun. then we had a break and we gathered with joycelyn's group. and of course, we laughed like siao. ISAAC THE FAGGOT! omg, isaac was damn funny la. his hp had this bah chor mee joke thingy by the mr brown one, and amanda laughed badly when she heard it. and there was once, isaac suddenly jump up from the ground and made a funny sound tt sortof like scared the security guard walking past him. joycelyn and i saw it and were laughing and laughing so badly la. haha so after the trail, prize presentation, and my group was first! haha. but everyone did a great job today. 2C'07 ROCKS SOCKS!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/6:25 AM}

Sunday, July 8, 2007

hmm. after reading clara's blog post, i have another urge to write abt the events of this year. but i'll make it short this time. how i wish i can invent a time machine. to make time stop on april 20. our hard works had definitely paid off. i miss the times we've all bond together. i miss having to worry about the matches. i miss strapping our ankles. i miss the feeling of feeling totally worned out and drained. i miss the times when we all sit together during recess and just laugh about every single thing. i miss the times talking to amanda in class about the matches. i miss going back with hazirah, joyce, pet and at times, wenfen. i miss taking the balls to matches. i miss exchanging equipments with li lian at times when we train outside of school. i miss jul, lub and ezati's wacky and funny jokes/musics. i miss seeing halima shoot her super 100% chop shot. i miss hearing fish and clara telling me not to be paranoid. i miss cherie and siti's words of encouragements and the little notes they made. aiya i just miss every single thing. i love dunman sec, coach vivian, seniors, miss siti and mdm rohayah. i just love every single being in this world. except one or two.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/4:57 AM}

Saturday, July 7, 2007

what does it takes to be a super straight A student? comeon la. no one can do that. well thats a random question. i'm addicted to the stuffs on blogthings.com. haha. thanks to a couple of blogthings posts on li lian's blog. Had a rather meaningful day today. Went out with mom, sis and undram to church then to tm. and i'm addicted to a couple of songs. Jay Chou's hei se mao yi and yi lu xiang bei. Redwan Ali's would you be there. Gwen Stefani's the sweet escape. S'club 7's i never had a dream come true. Willa Ford's i wanna be bad. Girls Aloud's i'll stand by you. Bryan Adam ft Sarah McLachlan's don't let go. haha. today's the earth day. or whatever you call that. the wear green thing campaign. so have fun peeps!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:28 AM}

Friday, July 6, 2007

definitely not a good day today. but i've sortof like chilled la. today, might be one of the worse fridays ever. but i've always loved fridays. so nvm, i'll still love today, as i had much fun with netballers. teach me, doctor dre. where are you? please.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:06 AM}

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Just like any other random day, i went to school. reluctantly. i just can't seem to sleep early every night. aiya someone please provide sleeping pills la. lessons were as usual. but geography was kinda lame and funny. miss osman told us a weird 'story' of one of her pupil. its about the population growth, and when there's too many ppl living in the area, shortage of food would occur, what is the solution? and that pupil went on to say, oh kill the people then. thats like wow, lame. i can't express the feeling of the funniness, but you should have seen the way ms osman said. it made alot of us laugh. And our poor recess was delayed as many of us haven completed our work. i was slower, and amanda kept making me and pauline laugh. LOL. but the best has got to be mother tongue period. amanda and yh has some kind of funny dispute and eugene & nadim were trying to make peace. then chi teacher started scolding eugene for being so talkative. then eugene replied in his funny american accent chinese that he was only trying to help them but he got scolded for no reason. it was damn funny. he even added " ah, lao shi, ni ying liao lor. ni ying. " then chinese teacher started laughing la. chinese lessons are fun.
Somehow, i find myself a little no-link. as i love to say things which are nt really funny and make a big deal out of it. (but to me its funny la) randomsity. yay! wenfen's back tmr! oh ya. i forgot to add on to something which Fish has stressed on her blog. WEAR GREEN! care for the environment. haha. fish would be happy to see ppl wearing GREEN! haha

i'm in love with GREEN at {/2:21 AM}

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

i seriously think that there's something wrong with me. i keep laughing for no reason?! i mean, ok in class, the three guys behind keep singing, cracking jokes and beatboxing? LOL! class was as per normal today, until when we came back from library after maths lesson. haha i mistook eugene for yewheng, and slapped eugene on the back. then he turned around and gave that 'what did i do' face. it was damn funny la. so i was like sry i mistook you as yh. then yh went 'wow eugene, she mistook the both of us. that means we look alike from the back' which is super not true. i know it sounds kinda lame and not funny but you should have seen yh's lame look. But the maths lesson was fun. amanda and i, esp amanda kept laughing. haha. So after school, ezati had us playing a game which was super fun. then pris told us a really lame joke and we were all like wow! Waited for Li Lian, Cherie and Joyce and headed to bbt for lunch. Crapped and joked there then left for home. HAHA. Laughing is something so great you know! haha wenfen's coming back soon! hurry girl, we miss you loads!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/4:35 AM}

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Alrighty. today might sortof be a long posts? haha. Well, i just wanna say my thanks to many ppl. Hmm. It all started back at year 2005 during the nov-dec holidays, when the dsa pupils were called to dunman for training. That was the first time meeting Pet, Fish, Julia, Lubna, Halima, Ezati and Heajin. That was also the first time meeting my dunman netball seniors and teachers and coach. They made me feel so welcome and, they just made me feel ME. then year 2006 came by and i was in sec 1F, noted to be one of the most rebellious class, as teachers usually spent half the lesson trying to keep us quiet. Not to forget, sitting next to Wenfen, who constantly made Noel, Yuquan and me high. But, i really enjoyed my sec 1 years. Going pass trainings, worrying about this worrying about that. And then came by our memorable 1F class chalet, when we all really went super high. i still clearly remember Julia making funny prank calls to Matthew, who was just next door to us. HAHA! And of course, the nov-dec holidays, which bonded us together like superglue. That was also how we got so close to our lovely grad seniors, nic and natt. That was also how nic came up with the paranoid queen nickname. i still vividly remember the tough trainings we had and the different kinds of matches we played. But the sad thing, Heajin left dunman. then came the year 2007. The best year in my entire life, i dare say. January came by, and soon our first match of the zonal season started. It was against TKSS. But the memorable one for round 1 was against AHS. Then came round 2 when the competition was raised to a different level. The plays were definitely harder and the teams were rougher. But to our surprise we won TKGS during the quarter-finals. Something we didn't expect. then came the semis, against AHS again and then finals, against TKGS again. Personally i feel, that match wasn't our best played one. Then came the common test, which i didn't do that well. hmm. Then nationals came by. it was already late march. And fish and some others were like ' aiya surely round 2 out one la. ' Everyone agreed. Round 1 matches were sortof like difficult. The ang mo kio players were rough. really rough. and i still rmb that was the period of time when many of us got injured. then round 2 came. It was extremely difficult, just as what coach said. we won rgs, tkgs but drew with st marg. However we were still the champion of the grp. we moved on to the semis. against SSS. that was the toughest but best match we've every played. even better than the national finals. It started off when were in the lead, but by the second quarter, we drawed 9-9. Then, rain became pouring down. Match was postponed to the next day. Change of positions were made. Pet changed from GD to WA, Fish changed from GA to GD and i changed from WA to GA. We were extremely afraid of the new changes esp Pet and Fish as they never really tried before WA and GD. Sadly, match was postponed again due to bad weather. It was a friday then, which means we had two whole days, sat and sun, to worry abt the match. Monday came by. We played our best. The volleyball girls, Mr Sum and Mr Lew came to support. The atmosphere was really strong. Our court was the noisiest and we won with a score of 29-26. The position change was a blast and it rocked big time! As the days passed, the finals soon came by. The moment that we've been waiting for so badly. Never in our lives, we'd imagine that we would be at the finals. We were against RGS. We were really scared and many of us teared up at the toilets. lol. Soon, the hall started filling up with ppl. DUNMAN ROCKS SOCKS! the supporters rock alot. haha. they practically powered over the rgs ppl. haha, sorry for being so proud. haha. Mum came down to support too which made me feel even more paranoid. first and second quarter was not played well. but the third and fourth quarter rocks socks. and i have to say something, deep down from the bottom of my heart. I love my seniors, our dearest Miss Siti and Mdm Rohayah, Supporters and of course our dearest Coach Vivian too. not to forget, dunman netball c'div. Petrina, Halima, Lubna, Fitriah, Julia, Joyce, Li Lian, Clara, Ezati, Hazirah, Dira. Also, my dearest Amanda who always gives me advice to come out for balls and Cherie's encouragement, not to be paranoid. ok, well i just like to say, a big thanks to everyone. haha. Also sorry for being so proud la. i mean, i've always wanted to write out all my feelings and now i have the chance! haha. And then came by the chiong-ing for mid-years. and then june holidays came! haha went for ltc camp and i totally missed netballers like hell. tortola rocks big time. then netball camp! im loving it. thanks seniors for making this camp so wonderful. Funny Wallaby rocks! School resumes and well, everything the same. just that, i don't get to train. Which makes me feel damn uneasy. but i'll just continue training up my muscles la. and then cross-country! and netballers seriously rocks! haha everyone rocked the run. Safra was really fun, and im addicted to pool and the soccer game. there was also a ' bao li qiu diu ' for the soccer game leh. lol. and went out with Pet, Li Lian, Amanda and Wenfen yesterday for youth day. haha. Amanda and Pet is still squabbling over how to pronounce SAKAE. LOL! haha. Well, finally i do have a blog, but im stress-ing out over it. haha. oh wells, patience is a virtue. its the thought's thats counts la! haha. alrighty. i shall stop here.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:02 AM}

Monday, July 2, 2007

So now i finally know the trouble of having a blog. Well there's still loads to do for my blog. the linking of friends, and many more. i'm still looking for a new blogskin. Apparently, the one i chose, doesn't fit to the whole screen. aiya, dont really know how to explain. i just can't find a nice one. so well, maybe i should just stick to it. I mean, my means of owning a blog is to just pour out feelings and write abt the day. So today, or rather yesterday, i went out with the dearest netballers to celebrate youth day. Li lian, Wenfen, Pet, Amanda. Fish was supposed to come along too but she had to go out with her family. Well, we went fareast to shop and back to centurysquare for dinner. i'm still so paranoid abt the blog. guess i can't log on so often during the weekdays.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/9:10 AM}

Sunday, July 1, 2007

hey people! haha, yea i know this is seriously lame but
its my first post! haha. well i gotta thank many ppl. Pet and Clara
for the inspiration to create one. Li Lian, Wenfen and Amanda for the
comments and funny encouragements. Jane, for helping with the Cbox
and stuffs. And not forgetting my dearest Sister! who has helped me alot. haha
Well, today is Sunday, but guess i'll blog abt yesterday.
HEY NETBALLERS! YOU PPL DID GREAT! haha. though i didn't run,
i was there to cheer for them. haha. So, after cross-country, we went to
burger king for lunch, then we headed off the safra and has loads of fun there.
we left there, went to eat, and headed home. A really short and random post.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/8:46 AM}