Friday, January 25, 2008
i feel like tearing myself apart now! the stress and flu bug's finding its way to us now.
and im so awfully afraid abt tests!!!! and most importantly abt the matches. its getting tougher and tougher as we move on. and soon CNY would arrive. and im going to malaysia with my family and relatives. how great!? and i'm really really sorry to neglect the people around me. sorryy..anyways, happy b'day to fiona and cherie. so many b'days coming up. then soon its cny then valentine's. its still early to get gifts for the council's angel and mortal game but im sure when v-day arrives, i'll be rushing mad to get the stuffs and i'll end up buying chocolates. sighs.
i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:17 AM}
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
yay! we won ess! but the road is still very hard and long. have to put in our very very best for the other matches. As what Fishaye said, many of us did not have confidence. and ya, im really really sorry about my performance. its like, i really feel that i was jeopardizing the team's chance to score even better.And yes, as what fishaye said again. THANKS SO MUCH! to Miss Siti, Mr Teo, Mdm Rohayah, Miss Kang, Teachers, Basketballers, The whole netball squad, peiwen and grace, everyone and not to forget, Coach Vivian. but, still, no matter wad happens, the journey is still very very toughhhhh.Sighs, the road ahead is still very very tough. and i've been repeating this sentence for so many times. i'm so so scared and afraid though i know both words mean the same thing. im so stress and i think everyone's stressed too so i shall stop complaining. We still have many many crucial matches coming up. It's getting tougher and tougher. and i'm so worried. tests are coming up and i realised im not very focused as compared to the first few weeks. haha. So much to do for D&T! GRR! Halima, may your hand get better cos it's very very scary. ahahaplsplspls bless us for the upcoming matches. pleasee! pls hope that all of us can perform and do well(: we should never ever be complacent, but instead, give in our very best shot in every single match! oh ya, and juniors, all the best for ur match tomorrow! you all can do it(:
i'm in love with GREEN at {/6:33 AM}
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Afraid. very very afraid. And i'm really really sorry to anyone who feels that im giving any attitude or whatsoever on friday. it really wasn't on purpose.. i just have an undescribable feeling. its so intense. Confidence. we need the confidence. Please God, guide us through tuesday's match. It's a matter of life and death for us. Shine you light upon us. we need ur intercession and guidance. Please, please. watch over us.
i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:32 AM}
Sunday, January 13, 2008
GOSH IM DYINGGGGG! THERE'S SO MUCH WORK TO DO! loads and loads piling on! And many tests coming up soon.I'M NOT PREPARED YET! ARGH! and i know i shouldn't be blogging right now but i think if i dont blog out my stress-ness,i'll end up in woodbridge soon. but i really should stop complaining. cos everyone's stressed too. EVERYONE.
i'm in love with GREEN at {/7:54 AM}
Friday, January 11, 2008
I feel so useless. I feel like a piece of shit.I HATE MYSELF!why can't i just perform?everyone's improving except me!
i'm in love with GREEN at {/5:53 AM}