Maybe i'm just not up to it.

Friday, April 18, 2008

OK, so today was a very very funny day. School was boring as usual except physics lessons when fish and matthew started playing the piranha fighting which i joined in later. Matthew lost four in a row.

After sch, headed to Changi Airport to study with pet, fish and undram. Had lunch before mugging. So studying was fun cos' apparently, the seats whr fish and i sat has no fengshui thus, we kept copying the wrong questions and therefore getting werid answers. Left arnd 5-6 odds. Reached home and watched my beloved jewel in the palace (yes i know its aunty, but its so cool can!) Halfway, received a call from fish that they're lost. OMG, it was super funny can. They're lost and they still can laugh!
ok, so it was funny la.

Mid-yrs real soon. and i hate it. rather, everyone hates it.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/6:35 AM}

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

School's been boring. With zillions of test coming up.
Life's weird without having to rush about after sch, filling the water tumblers, tieing of hair, buying of food etc. sighhs.

anws, i hate myself for not having the spirit to mug properly.
Though's sch's boring, some lessons are funny shit. LOL.
To make it sound better, many funny things happen during lessons.
(LOL, Fish and Pet knows why)
And, i'm gonna so so dieeee. I'm so lack behind! Almost all are at Ideation now
for D&T and, yes. I'm at Ideation too but im seriously lacking alot. I'm gonna so die for D&T.
My G-Clamp's not done yet! I'm gonna be so dead.
Chinese's oral tmr and Geog remedial. Life's bad.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/2:30 AM}

Friday, April 4, 2008

Ah, yes. I forgot to thank my supportive parents for always being there. Yes, though at times, i do complain about my dad but i realised i was wrong. At times when I reach home around 8 after training, i'll be super scared that he'll scold me but, i'm wrong. In turn, my dad would be like 'so how's training?' or 'take your time to eat your dinner', which made me quite shocked.
And yes, of course, to my mum. Who sends messages of good lucks and giving me essence of chicken and of course, buying alot of snacks stuffs for me to eat. haha.

And, everytime after match day. my father would be like 'did you all win?' and if we did, he'll go 'there i told you, you all would win' and we'll continue rattling on about the match and the upcoming ones. And of course, if we lose, my dad would still be like 'dont worry , just win the next one'. I wanna thank them loads.

So, what made me post abt them. I was jsut chit chatting with my mother and she said that my dad really hopes that we could win cedar's match today and get into top 4. And he kept asking my mother every hour whether is there any sms or call in from me about the match. i'm so touched by him. they're going overseas tmr. takecare!

i'm in love with GREEN at {/9:33 AM}

Well, Nationals ends here. This very moment. Sadly, we couldn't make it to top 4 this year. But the saddest thing of all is that, this would be the last time playing with the sec 4s.

As what fish said, i'm also very proud of my team-mates. I mean, its like we didnt expect to come this far. We've gone through thick and thin together. This season is totally different from last year. Well because we're c'div last year and being in b'div this year, means the level of play is definitely harder and stronger. But i'm so proud of all my teammates for being able to work together unitedly as a whole to overcome obstacles set for us.

Yea, we lost to CHIJ toa payoh during round1 of nationals which put us as runners-up of the grp. But i can tell we wanted so much to beat them. And well, we gave them a really hard and tough fight and we didnt give up till the final whistle is blown. We lost to RGS and Cedar (today). At that point of time, it struck me real hard that we're out of Nationals. We wanted so badly to get into top 4. but right now, i honestly feel that what's most important is what i've gained throughout this whole season. I apologise deeply to my teammates for not converting those precious shots. I'm really really very very sorry. sorry for my bad passes and stupid mistakes that i've made throughout this whole season.

It's really very very important to play from the inside of us. As what coach said, God gave us this special talent and we have to make use of this talent. We have to be like Giants and we have to play from our heart and inside. We should never give up and keep on fighting and fighting till the very final whistle is blown. And so much more values learnt.

And yes, not to forget those wonderful ppl who brought us along this journey. Dearest Coach, Miss Siti, Mdm Rohayah, Mr Teo, Miss Kang and teachers. Thanks for always being there for us, to guide us and teach us. Sorry for the times that we've made you all angry. Thanks for caring for us, loving us and spending alot of money on the ice and glucose drink. Also, to Mr Goh, Melyssa and Bedok CSC. Not to forget dearest C'div, dunman netball, and supporters. thanks clara, ezati, cherie, wanjie, samantha and everyone for ur constant encouragements. And of course, the wonderful b'div for always being there. For tolerating my nonsense and stuffs. haha. And most importantly, God. For always being there to guide and intercede for us. To give us the light and direction for each game. For being there to take our fears away and shine us with your blessings. thank you, i love you.

I'm gonna so so so miss the sec 4s badly. Every single one of them. Brenda, Alicia, Denise, Shannon, Jolene, PeiXuan, Vivien, Glenda, Sakshi, Joreen etc etc. Thank you so much. Also to the sec 3s, thank you. oh yea, thanks alot peixuan for being such a wonderful captain!

Alright, i'll end it here. So all i can say that is, this 3/4 months have been so wonderful. there were ups and downs but we've managed to overcome it. so right now, mugging time starts. before training resumes again for perth trip. bye.

i'm in love with GREEN at {/6:20 AM}